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Yoga

 

 

 

Yoga was the doorway to everything. It encouraged me to feel at home in this body and manage my emotions to the point where I am able to love even when it's hard to and give even when I don't want to. Yoga makes me a better person every single day in a way nothing else can. 

I have always been curious about movement, never the best dancer in the room but love moving nonetheless. I started with gymnastics much to my mothers displeasure. If you have African heritage you know you’re destined to be a lawyer - not a dancer. So behind my mothers, back I continued with gymnastics and athletics till I got injured. I didn’t go back to any of that kind of movement for a while, I was basically banned till my sister introduced me to yoga. I went to a class for about 2 years in a cold church hall and never understood why I kept going because I was bored half of the time. The teacher never explained anything much, people were passing wind, it was interesting to say the least but the one thing that kept me going was that I felt a greater sense of peace and clarity after and those were the greatest nights of sleep I could ever wish for.

I picked up Bikram because this lady was wonderful but too mysterious for my liking. I needed answers that she didn’t give me and also because it was cold in London and I thought this movement could be interesting with the heat and my attention may be better due to the sweat. I was right. And I discovered many fascinating things abut myself in those classes. I had two favourite teachers Paul Spencer Dobson and a lady called Naomi. Both amazing. He was like a strict school teacher and she was like your best friend at school. I’ll never forget the day she read something very moving in the class one evening and somehow it touched me very deeply in a way I hadn’t experienced before. I thought that feeling she gave me, I would love to give someone else someday. It was magical.

I discovered vinyasa on a trip to Long Island NY. I signed in for what I thought was Bikram only to discover it was actually vinyasa. I go to the front of the class because if you’ve ever been to Long Island you’ll be aware that you’re paying for most expensive yoga classes in the world. The class starts a bit strange but I persevere. Before I know it these women were floating up into handstands, arm balances. I realise I’m completely out of my depth here but thought whatever this style is I want to know more. I discovered I had actually missed my beloved Bikram and signed in for this Vinyasa instead. It was enough for me to come back to London, cancel my membership and start this new practice.

That woman has no idea she changed the course of my life but that was over 10 years plus ago. Since then, I met my teachers Jamie and Dulce who I studied Astanga Vinyasa with and went on to study many other styles with amazing teachers. My style today reflects this eclectic mix of movement practices and styles, I credit inspirational teachers Richard Freeman, Tara Judelle, Narelle Carter -Quinlan, Doug Keller, Donna Farhi, Alaric Newcombe and Kristen Cambpell for the work I share with my students today.

I teach in a layered way meaning that my classes are accessible to everyone. I encourage my students to practice with grace and an enquiring curiosity to discover the edges to explore deeper and delve into the tapestry of what can transpire in the mind and body connection. I teach with a magnifying focus on the felt sense of optimal anatomical alignment, therapeutic application, relatable philosophical perspectives whilst maintaining a touch of humour and fun.

 

​"You're always more unreal to yourself than other people are"

Marguerite Duras

Cleansing,  vulnerability, soulful

Human Design...

Enquiry, exploration, fluidity and creativity

I discovered Human Design because I was stuck. Stuck in a career where there seemed to be no progression, stuck in love relationships I wasn't sure about, stuck in  friendships where I was continuously initiating and making the effort to hold the threads of the union together.  All this stuck-ness opened Pandora's Box. My North Node is in Sagittarius so I am naturally an eternal learner which often means seeking something that feels elusive. Seeking satisfies my childlike curiosity. I'm an intuitive explorer of life so always happy to try something at least once before discarding it for something else worth sinking my molecules into...

I was in many facebook groups that were truly fascinating but two really stood out. mainly because there were so many female entrepreneurs sharing their insights on various  layers of business. One of the groups was about manifestation. I do love this subject  but I also understand that there is a lot of new age rhetoric around it that seemed a bit dramatic. Anyway, I mentioned my stuck-ness In the group because I was done holding that stress in my body. I'd been bought up to never share weaknesses, problems or sadness so this was a new thing for me. A lady reached out and said to me I may be able to find answers in this modality. She sent me a link to a podcast and that was it. This sent me down multiple rabbit holes absorbing and embodying  this new information and with the 9-52 channel of structuring, I was built for this type of focus and concentration. 

The reason it resonated so acutely with me is because I'm a 4/6. if you have this profile line there are elements that will blow your mind when you dig deeper.  This is the Opportunist/Role model. Around the time I started to feel stuck, I should have been on the roof. This is a sacred period of time when the 6th line withdraws from life as they have known it in order to heal from the first 30 years and to observe others from a distance. During this time, the 6th line starts to gently build a new level of awareness through observation, wisdom and embodiment. Being a Generator also meant that I had to be passionate and lit up about whatever i turned my attention to. This time on the roof allowed my design sun to flourish exponentially. Gate 43.6 which is the gift of insight and unique knowing. Being able to listen to and trust my internal wisdom.

Being a Libra moon has never been a walk in the park. The excessive people pleasing elements in this sign are legendary and I've fallen privy to them time and time again. When i started embodying my Human design this was one of the key things that started to dissolve quite quickly

I'm on a mission to un-become everything I thought I should be. Live from a soul-centered place, has been deeply fulfilling and satiating. It’s my joy and passion to reconnect you with your true self where I can.

 

 

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Genekeys...

Contemplation, embodiment, strength, alignment, sensitivity, meditation

Genekeys encouraged deeper contemplation of some of the more complicated aspects of HD. They even make the more challenging aspects of self beautiful and navigation-able. 

©2023 by Mary P Smiley

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